V-day

Today is the day after v-day. I suppose I was a little anxious yesterday but overall didn't worry about it (Easy for me to say obviously, but since I'm writing, it'll be my take on it. You can ask Micah how he liked it another time) probably because I've been so busy with the boys lately. The weather has been great! We go outside daily to water plants, dig in the dirt, mow the grass, and keep an eye on our bird's nest out back. Anyway, not that it can be taken back now, but keeping busy has been good for me since when I do sit and think about how I'll never have my own baby again makes me a little panic-ky (is that a word?). I do keep the thought of adoption open in my mind because that probably helps me cope and the decision doesn't seem so permanent (even though that'll never be followed through on) Here's some pictures from today. Oliver peed on himself but was due for a bath anyway. He really enjoyed it!